Scared

I am scared.
Of what?
I have no idea.

Do you feel like the world is swallowing you up? Like you need to hide from something, but then again you have no idea what you should be hiding from.
I am in that phase of life when I feel I need a break. I need a break from everything I am going through, I need a break from myself, I need a break from the people around me, I need a break from life.
I want to be somewhere where there is no familiar face, where I would meet bunch of strangers, somewhere I can be myself, somewhere with freedom and no boundaries. Is that too much to ask?

Visit to the park

This picture was taken at Minjibir park, Kano. It was an outing with family and friends.
Had to wake up early morning with my sis to make a snack and sweets for the trip. Got headache and was excited all at once. We finished all the necessary preparations and waited for everyone to come over to our house in order to leave for the park. We all gathered up in our living room waiting for the last group of people who were very late that I started feeling down about the trip already. Finally they showed up late but okay, thank God. We started our 1 hour plus journey to the park which was so very interesting and amazing when we finally reached the destination cos I was tired of sitting in the car.

my sis b-day

yesterday 15th June 2013 my sis clocked 18, we celebrated the birthday at home since our house is big enough................we invited our family members and few friends. Well my sis at first wasn't that excited cos of the elderly ones, she doesn't feel comfy dancing in their presence. I told her what the hell just live you life, she then braced up and we danced like hell. We started dancing with the traditional Sudanese song, which is our culture, then later we changed from western to south to wherever we want. :)
Today is my b-day and i'm not gonna celebrate it, i'm 22 today, just gonna go out with family and have a family time with them, that's all............:D

May 22nd 2013

Okay today i saw my high school classmate, she told me that the date of her wedding has been fixed. It is on 14th December, i'm really so happy for her. I haven't done much today anyways like any other day, just went to work, came back, ate food and slept. When i woke up fried chicken and cooked noodles. :)
Okay nothing much done today. tc.

May 9th 2013

Okay today i went to work and came back early, i cooked soup but i mistakenly add too much water to it. My mum was very angry and yelled at me for making a mistake, well i had to make another one. But i still ate the first one cos i like it more and it was delicious only that it got a different texture from the original recipe.......all in all it was a delicious soup.
Watched "Joyful Noise", rest on the bed. urgh i'm tired and yeah my brother got his office organized.......:)

30th April 2013

Woke up in the morning grumpy as always. Mum went out actually for work but dad was at home, thought my day was gonna get any worse but unfortunately had a gift from heaven...............that was a smiley face :)

Our neighbors (who had caused us lots of troubles) family members who had been around for about 4-5 months now are finally leaving to their husbands houses together with their kids............which is like a very great new to us.

Well my sis baked bread for the first time today, though it wasn't as good as the one we buy in stores but she tried, going to get better next time i'm sure.

Got headache now, just want to get some sleep..................anywho gotta hit it, so good night, love ya.